Happy Five years. Don’t ask me the exact date, cause I’m not really sure anymore. But it was approximately 5 years ago when I started blogging. It’s been quite a journey and I have met many wonderful people over the years. Many who have become good friends, good mentors, good supporters.

I see myself at a crossroad. Actually I see myself pasted that crossroad already. The past six month has brought plenty of change into my life. And I think the next six month will bring many more. I try to stay hopeful, but I must admit deep down inside, part of me fears the changes ahead. But what we don’t realize is that things change a little bit each day. And then one day you wake up and find that you are in a totally different place surround by totally different people.

I’m not sure if it’s transparent, the chaos that spins my head around. I know the dazed look in my eyes have shown itself lately. I’ve always thought too much, and worried about the wrong things. I’ve always taken on too much. This thing, here that you are reading. This site. It’s become so much bigger than I am as a person, and that’s frieghtening at times. And this post has spun out of control. I’m not quite sure what I was getting at when I first started writing minutes ago.

So the question remains, where do I go from here. I can only dream of where I would like to be. But fate will carry me to my final destination. I just need to remember to occasionally stop for a moment, take and deep breath and absorb what is going on around me.